Looks good today.

  Well, I`m of to London to do a couple of days work. That`s good. I need the money, and a little break away from here. Last night I didn`t get any sleep at all. My head wouldn`t stop thinking about this jerk downstairs. He`s a drinker, and user of drugs, and I called the police on them a couple of weeks ago because they were fighting and smashing things, but now the alcoholic in him is comming out. I really don`t like people most of the time that are active drinkers. They really can be so imature. Aparently he`s told the landlord a buch of nonsense just to get even, and for what... because I called the police when they were fighting and creating a disturbance for the rest living here. Geeze, this really can tick me off, and it does. I tried every way I could to shut this off, but my mind would always get back to it. It`s a little weird thing that sometimes happens when people just do something that absolutely makes no sense at all. The real thing that bothers me is the doing it behind your back, while still saying good morning to you. Man, I hate that. Just a real frigging rat. Trouble is in this building just about all the people are active users, and they all can be like that. Reminds me of a bunch of vultures just waiting. That`s what a lot of people do when their own lives are fucked up. They watch everything everyone else does, looking for the least little thing to put them down for, just so they can try to fool themselves that their lives are better, or something. Just plain childish. Oh, well, can`t change that. He obviously has real problems, and I`m glad that it`s not me.So, I`ll be trying to let this go somehow, but man do I just want to tell him straight up what an asshole he is. Anyway, I`ll be painting in London, and it looks like a beautiful day out. Even tho i didn`t sleep much, I still feel good. I`ll have a good day, and tonight I`m sure I`ll sleep well, I hope. We might have to stay overnight in a hotel. That will be nice I hope. I left lots of food out for the cats, and they will be alright until I get back tomorrow night. I gave them a big special breakfast today. A can of tuna between them. They really love when I give them that. I have so many cans of it, and it`s really not more expensive than cat food. Anyway, thank you Lord for another day to get better. I really want to hang on. Thank you.

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hope2168
hope2168

don\'t worry about the jerk downstaires. just hang on to your happiness and peace. hugs