Long time
it's been a long time since I've written anything in this. I've been doing pretty well and haven't really felt the need. I'm currently having my first anxiety attack in over a week. I've been teetering on the edge really all week. Today has been mostly fine and then all of a sudden I started thinking about the sun burning out.
For some reason the sun burning out filled me with a feeling of fear and dread. I realize that the sun is not going to burn out for 1 billion years or more. Thinking that I would not be alive when the sun burns out brought up all of my fears of death and dying.
I'm having a crisis of faith and it's been difficult for me to fully believe that God is real and that there is an afterlife. Every time I think of something "scientific" it feels me with doubt and that doubt turns to fear and anxiety and I don't know how to stop it or deal with it.
For some reason the sun burning out filled me with a feeling of fear and dread. I realize that the sun is not going to burn out for 1 billion years or more. Thinking that I would not be alive when the sun burns out brought up all of my fears of death and dying.
I'm having a crisis of faith and it's been difficult for me to fully believe that God is real and that there is an afterlife. Every time I think of something "scientific" it feels me with doubt and that doubt turns to fear and anxiety and I don't know how to stop it or deal with it.
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