long night

Tonight's been a really hard night. It's just so lonely, I guess you can't get used to sleeping alone in a month. Dan used to hold me every night until he couldn't anymore because his arm hurt. I miss that I miss the comfort of having him next to me. I fear that ill never find a love like I had with him or a love that will be close to those feelings. It's been really hard actually letting myself feel this pain but I know it's something I have to do to heal from all this. I loved him with all my heart. And I will always have a piece of my heart with him.