Loner by choice.

This is a great day.  Some nausea and anxiety but the physical pain is not so severe.  I feel that this site is really good for me.  A loner by choice, I do not make friends easily.  Very shy initially.  Very easy-going and can be a lot of fun. Fine enough intellect.  Many people would want to get closer to me but I put up the polite wall.  I do not trust easily.  Low self-esteem and a feeling of "being quite different" from the average person is why I do not reach out to others.  I have never had much support of any kind as I am a giver type that finds it difficult to receive.  Working on that one.  Well, the sun is out and this is really great for Oct. in BC so I am going to go down to the ocean for a chat with the seagulls.  They are quite friendly if I bring them breadcrumbs.  :)