loneliness and what to do with myself
I took myself around my town today. I came home from work. Ate lunch..Got a coffee
then drove to the local Shopping Center and browsed for Christmas gifts.
I then bought myself some Pumpkin Pie Gelato. So good.
Actually the Pumpkin gelato was first thing I did at the shopping center.
I guess I have my priorities :).
Then I walked some more and then went home.
At 12p I drove to the animal shelter to play with the cats. Was there
a good 40 minutes just petting two sweet cats. I might adopt them
but I will go again Friday to visit to see if everything's ok with them.
I am home now. Each day presents a new mental 'gordian knot' metaphorically
speaking. I am waiting for my therapy session to start soon.
In the meanwhile I am feeling super lonely and I don't know what to do with myself.
Have the TV going but can't really - not interested- focused on it. Perhaps it's time
to just take some deep breaths and be as rational and 'on top of' my issue as possible.
Sending peace out to you guys. Good kharma, M
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I also noticed the Christmas decorations on sale today at the store.
yep...the holidays are here.. I am kind of excited to find good presents for my folks!
I shop better on a full tank. Pumpkin gelato sounds like an ideal fill-up for the job.
As I settle into a new routine caring for 3 young kids, I am getting ever more nostalgic for the loneliness of living alone where the TV going in the background was most of my daily company.
Oh, for the love of balance. . .
peace arfus
Sorry you are lonely. Going to the shelter sounds cool. Even if you don't adopt the cats (wish you would). it would be nice of you to continue to go and help keep them socialized and loved. What a nice thing for you to do today. Hope your therapy session went well.
Thanks Becky!