Loneliness

People point out to me the advantages of living alone. And they are right, if I had terrible roommates things would be worse. But it isn't roommates that I need, it's someone who loves me, living with me. I need that. And I don't have that. And everyday without it is a day lost. Time spent without being loved and cared for. Time that will always be remembered for what is was - painfilled. I don't understand why I am alone. Many others who had a forms of problems have partners who love them. Why not me?

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I don\'t have the answers. I certainly wish that I did. But, you are not alone. When I discuss my problems and heartbreaks with others, some tell me, \"Well at least you\'re not married with kids.\" I know that they mean well and are just trying to help me see the bright side of my situation, but they actually make me feel worse. I wish that I had a wife, a partner to go through life, not so much the kids though. There is a hole in my life and in my soul. I understand where you are coming from. Big, big comforting hugs my friend.