Little things bring me undone

I am fed up with myself and RA. I can get on top of the big things but the little things bring me undone. At the moment, my fingers can't press the button on the toilet. I need to hold the air freshener and press the button with the end.
Today I went to put on a pair of boots but my foot wouldn't go into the boot. I loved my boots last year as the weather got cooler but it looks like Ug Boots might be the fashion for this year. LOL
I don't want to be feeling so tired that I could happily not get out of bed. I want to move quickly, to be able to go walking again, to not cause my family to worry again.
Thanks for letting me vent here. I need some get up and go magic.