light man dark man
I had a vision of a light man (God) pulling me from the front of me
and a dark man (the devil) pulling me from the back
of me - both were trying their best to have strength but
in the end I think they tried for balance in myself - like how to have me
coasting through the world with grace -a comfortable type of grace that
I can live by and with -
I also thought of (reminded of this thought from yesterday)
is that we are all seeking a grace that is our comfort zone
and this set of images is like a manifestation of that thought
and observation.
I also while talking to the priest who is visiting while behind the iconostasis - I notice he bugged
me - well I just - still - knew I was going to help him do his part in the service
as well -Yes he annoyed me a little bit - but that was all - no throwing out
the baby with the bath water or resistance -
I also was able to think more about the parishioners today. I feel so much
more comfortable with the technical parts of the liturgy that NOW
I know that I am both communicating with the choir of nuns
as well as presenting for the parishioners/audience as well.
It's really inspiring me - I am not doing it for my own vanity or my
own sense of narcissistic perfecting - I just know I have a group
to serve - and it's going so well!! They hug me at the end and it's really wild
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Glad you are so respected Mark. Have a good week.
I'm so glad that it's starting to feel like family sweetie
That's lovely...xo
Thanks Rich! Thanks Janet!!
What that vision is telling you is that every day, with every decision you make and by your thoughts, words, and actions, you are getting closer to God/Heaven/Love and further away from Hell/Fear.. So in other words, You are on the right track so keep on keeping on is the message here!
thanks Bob,,,,you rock!! :) xx
yay you for being able to expand your awareness to the community outside your door. growth happens.
your light/dark/god/devil vision reminds me of one of my favorite parables.
https://www.nanticokeindians.org/about/the-tale-of-two-wolves/#:~:text=GOES%20ON%20INSIDE%20PEOPLE.&text=BETWEEN%20TWO%20%27WOLVES%27%20INSIDE%20US,TRUTH%2C%20COMPASSION%20AND%20FAITH.%E2%80%9D
feed the good wolf, father questionarius.
thanks arfie! (((HUG))
Let the light shine
Thanks ccleaver!