lifes at a low

I am 32. I work 60 hours a week. I been doing this over a year now and it's getting old quick. I have three kids I must help with. Two from previous relationship. Age 12 a boy and age 6 a girl. Also a 6 months old baby in this relationship. I've only been in relationship almost 2 years and feel so neglected. I beg for affection but can't get it. I go to sleep alone and wake up alone. He spends most time when I'm home in living room. He will want to come have sex about midnight most nights come wake me up. Which posses me off cuz he don't work. I got to be up at 530 am then alternate getting off at 330 or 730 every other day. That's 10 hour shift then 14 hour shift 6 days a week. Then Saturday I get my two oldest and spend Sunday with them. I'm a tired cookie who can't catch a break. I left a hard working man I was used too supporting me and I got a man with no ambition to to better in life then skating by and always borrowing money. I've always been a hard worker but I'm hurting. I cook for living that's painful to the body after years. Been cooking for 14 years now. Hustling around concrete floors back bending over the grill to get the job done takes a toll. I'm just bitching to bitch. But it's really turning In to resentment. I'm mad I ever ducked the man fell in love and sound up pregnant in a new situation without my two oldest and feeling so darn lonely. My ex wasn t much for affection either but my kiddos have me lovins and  hugs and loved me. Hear i feel alone. No love. It hurts.