Life Sucks

Last Night was suppose to be one of the greatest nights. Senior Year. A "great" group of friends. Just us having fun. Oh so I thought. 

There were 7 of us in a circle with a bottle of Fireball, Vodka, Mike's, and Coors. We all took our first shots at 10ish. Being a lightweight, I was the first one to be pronounced drunk by the others and soon after my one friend (who will be person #1). It was around 11:30 and we were all drunk except for person #2. Person #1, who no one has ever seen drunk before, decided to start calling people out for shit they have done. And when I mean people, I mean me. The joke is my name is _______ Rude Bitch _______. Last night she decided to change it to ________ Dumb ass bitch _______. This didn't bother me that much but I thought it was rude she was calling me dumb. After she said that, she took the wheel and spun it so hard she was never getting out of it. She decided to bring up my diease. I have had Hyperthyroidism for 10 years. I've been really struggling the past 4 years the most though and she knew it. I don't care if she was drunk. She had absolutly no right to say what she said to me. She told me that I made up having this diease. The diease I "so call" have is made up so I get attention and an excuse because nobody pays attention to me. Person #2 tried to stop Person #1 and in return person #1 punched person #2 in the face. Being drunk but still knowing what was going on, the rest of the group, besides person #2 and person #3, were making bets to see if I will remember anything. I then decided to pull up this website and show person #2 (nobody knew I was in an online support group). Person #1 snuck behind Person #2 and started reading some of the things I wrote. Person #1 began crying. "Why don't you ever come to me with things like these. You know I'll always listen" I can't even see because I was crying so hard and Person #2 had to get Person #1 away from me. 

Everyone making the bets yet I was the only one that did not vomit last night. I was the only one that was able to remember every single detail of last night. I was the only one that was able to walk and talk and mean what I said. I was the only one hurt last night. And I wish I was the one that forgot everything tha happened last night.