LIFE SUCKS

"LIFE SUCKS!!! I FEEL SO...HORRIBLE TODAY. AND DAMN IT I DON'T KNOW WHY. I WAS EVEN SHORT TEMPERED WITH MY GAL PAL ONCE TODAY. WHICH IS SO TOTALLY UNLIKE ME!!!! GAWD, I FELT HORRID ABOUT IT. I APOLOGIZED IMMEDIATELY BUT THEN THE GUILT HAS HUNG AROUND. I JUST WANT TO CRAWL UNDER A ROCK AND HIBERNATE. I AM DIZZY AND SLIGHTLY NAUSEOUS AS WELL.. AS SOON AS SUPPER IS OVER, I DON'T PLAN TO EAT BUT GOTTA FEED MY MAN. I HAVE HAD NOTHING BUT WATER AND COFFEE TODAY. YEAH, THERE IS ANOTHER THING THAT SET ME OFF BRIGHT AND EARLY THIS A.M.. I WEIGHTED MYSELF AS I HAVE BEEN DIETING AND BEING VERY, VERY GOOD. I WEIGH IN EVERYTHREE DAYS. AND GUESS WHAT???? THE F@#$%ING SCALES SHOWED I HAD GAINED A POUND. WELL, FOR ME THAT WAS INSTANT DEPRESSION!!! THEN I TOOK MY MEASUREMENTS. THE ONLY GOOD NEWS THERE WAS THAT I HAD REMAINED THE SAME. LORDY, I AM SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING LIPOSUCTION. NAH, JUST BLOWING OFF STEAM, TO BIG OF A BOO FOR THAT. ANYWAY, I AM IN A PISSY MOOD SO I AM GOING TO LEAVE IT AT THAT FOR TODAY. DEBBIE

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Life really does suck and sometimes is so unfair. If you want to read my journal you will see why I have been kind of a know show. My heart aches.


If your friend is a true friend she will not stay mad at you and will just understand you are having a bad day.


I have had a few pounds creep up on me. We are getting our winter coats. LOL Naomi xo