life sometimes sucks

I panic every month about my pills.  I have to take a note to the doctor to remind him to write my prescriptions (they can't be called in).  Every month his office screws something up.  I took the note the 12th and they say 24 to 48 hours but....it's been 6 days!  Anyway....I have to sit and wait and then he gets it wrong and I have to go back...this is a nightmare!  I loved my old doctor and never had this problem.  Unfortunately, my old doctor won't take anything but Secure Horizons and I'm not in that program.  Ugh!   It is so frustrating.  I think the stress just kills me every month! It was a good weekend and the kids all came over to eat and visit.  I always enjoy that.  I am such a procrastinator.  I know I should have the tests that the docs want me to have but I hate the thought of drinking that nasty drink that I have to drink.  It really sucks!  It's not like the results of the tests could do anything.  I am too skinny.  So, why have tests?   Just so some doctor can chart that I'm too skinny???  Hey, I've accepted the diagnosis, why can't they???