Life's Changes
I am only 5 days away from the 6 month mark of being without Jeff. I can't believe that so much time has passed already.
Now, the boys and I are dealing with their Father, my ex, and his terminal illness. At 58, he is now in a hospital on the Hospice floor. He has not recognized anyone for a couple of days. It was hard for the 4 boys ( my boys and their 2 half brothers) to make the decision that their Father could not make for himself. But they knew this is what is would be. So now, we sit as a family and wait for his last breath.
If someone would have told me 6 months ago that I would lose both men in my life who I have loved and married, I would have called them a liar. But I am living it.
It is here when I know that if I didn't have my faith in God, I could not make it through even one day.
I have been blessed to be a part of many peoples lives. They are my family, if not by blood, then by circumstances.
Now, the boys and I are dealing with their Father, my ex, and his terminal illness. At 58, he is now in a hospital on the Hospice floor. He has not recognized anyone for a couple of days. It was hard for the 4 boys ( my boys and their 2 half brothers) to make the decision that their Father could not make for himself. But they knew this is what is would be. So now, we sit as a family and wait for his last breath.
If someone would have told me 6 months ago that I would lose both men in my life who I have loved and married, I would have called them a liar. But I am living it.
It is here when I know that if I didn't have my faith in God, I could not make it through even one day.
I have been blessed to be a part of many peoples lives. They are my family, if not by blood, then by circumstances.
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