Life Lately
I've been taking care of my family and trying to focus on getting my life together I've declared bankruptcy and focusing on how to spend less lately. I just turned 45. Its weird but okay. Things are good living with my mom. I need to focus on other things that working my ass off just to pay rent and not have much else in my life I hate that kind of lifestyle. Just home and work and thats it. Thats not living. I am a caretaker and I like watching documentaries from the library. I'll be okay emotionally I am going to take Spravado again and I think that will probably be all I need for medication except my daily regimen. My mom got her house fixed with a new floor its been nice.
I am working only a four days shift schedule instead of the five days a week. I love it becuase I can do more but I also hate it because money is tight. I am not even sure how I am going to go on vacation for Maine this summer. I miss Jason. He is one of the bestest friends I have ever had. We will hopefully go to Salem and take a bunch of pictures with this old fashioned automatic camera that I found him.
I am generally not very organized because I think a LOT. My room is a disaster.
Other than that things are going decent. My mom went to a psychologist to talk to someone. My brother is continuiing his Spravado and probably will do ther SGB treatments. Hes also got severe ADHD so he forgets to take pills. CRISPR scientists have possibly found a remedy to ADHD and autism its called JAG201. They havent put it out on the market yet.
I am excited for summer going to start walking more again :D ~!!!
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It's great that things are going well between you and mom
I hope that declaring bancruptcy helps a great deal
I also hope that you and your deal friend can have a great holiday this summer!...xo
I agree with Jan, CC, sending good wishes!
Such good news, C! Sounds like you have made many good decisions in your life. Yes working and then coming home to do chores (or caregiving) is pretty much what we call adult life. But we do need friends and so I am glad to hear from you on here. And we do need to do enjoyable things that give us pleasure.
My pleasures in life are gardening and I planted a bunch of what is called Lantanas this year. I need the flowers and the color and they came back from being planted last year so I gave it a big time go this year. My other pleasure is reading fiction books although I read a lot of non-fiction, too.
I have not heard of SGB but will google it.