Life is like a box of chocolates.....

My son will be leaving in two days. It was so nice to see him, he is such a clown, he always makes me laugh. He is such a storyteller. My life sure hasn't turned out the way I thought it would. I always thought I would spend my last years with my daughter watching her children grow. But that isn't going to happen. Her husband had a traumatic brain injury last year and it enhanced his negative / obsessive personality, and I can't live with them. Now I don't get to see the grandchildren much anymore. It breaks my heart. Too much sadness and negativity this past two years. I don't know how to deal with this.