Lies Lies Lies Argh
Why me? Why me? Argh lies lies lies lies i hate myself. Nomatter what I do a fucking lie slips out thats why Im going psycho. I really try to stop ARGH!!!! I am mad because all I do is try to talk to people friends and all that comes out is lies lies LIES Grrrrrrrrr Its like i cant have a normal life I was happy when I met my man and allways wanted to be around him now Ive been lying soooooooooooo much I dont know why Im still alive. It hasnt happened to you guys yet dont worry. I think its time I open up the truth about why I lie. Ive been hurt in the past and used by people now I dont trust anyone and it sucks i want to be happy but was never its a wish i had since i became an adult i want to trust people but find it hard because of the past. Its tearing me apart I dont trust my mom I dont trust anyone and I want to trust again. any advice?