lied to my new love one

i have problem with lying i keep lying to the woman i love. Scare because i might hurt or because i dont want her mad at me im scare of what might come next. I do really love this woman and i dont wanna loose her , i lied to her today about something that so small that i didnt need to lied to her about. Im scare because i lied this time she's gonna leave me i dont know what's gonna come next after this. i wanna reach out to help to anybody that can help because i dont wanna loose the woman that i love becaues im liar i know i have a problem and im seeking out to anybody that can really help . I have admit i have problem and im looking for helpĀ