letting go of fear and anger
*letting go of fear and anger*
Hey everyone, I'm new on here. Thought i document the journey that I am about to take. I finally came to realization with my feelings and the 1st step is to talk to a medical professional about it. Even tho it was unsuccessful in the past with me dealing with PTSD, anxiety and especially depression that I occasionally feel everyday. Whewww lol it's really hard for me but its a good hard. I been having these feelings for quite sometime and if you didn't know from my profile it's about me transitioning to F2M. I got people asking me is that what you really want? My goodness I say I been feeling like this for the longest just wanted to hide and not come to terms with it. But everything happens for a reason and even tho she's not in my life and she knows who she is, I will remember you for opening my eyes and seeing who I really am. This been a burden on my life from being depressed, isolation, not wanting to be in public that's why I have 3 jobs and I work completely alone without no co-workers and min contact with my bosses. From me getting anger when someone refer to me a "girl" from me having a happy feeling when they think I'm a guy. It's a lot but this is only a introduction n to my journey. Whoever with me they with me if not then maybe I'll see you oneday.
Hey everyone, I'm new on here. Thought i document the journey that I am about to take. I finally came to realization with my feelings and the 1st step is to talk to a medical professional about it. Even tho it was unsuccessful in the past with me dealing with PTSD, anxiety and especially depression that I occasionally feel everyday. Whewww lol it's really hard for me but its a good hard. I been having these feelings for quite sometime and if you didn't know from my profile it's about me transitioning to F2M. I got people asking me is that what you really want? My goodness I say I been feeling like this for the longest just wanted to hide and not come to terms with it. But everything happens for a reason and even tho she's not in my life and she knows who she is, I will remember you for opening my eyes and seeing who I really am. This been a burden on my life from being depressed, isolation, not wanting to be in public that's why I have 3 jobs and I work completely alone without no co-workers and min contact with my bosses. From me getting anger when someone refer to me a "girl" from me having a happy feeling when they think I'm a guy. It's a lot but this is only a introduction n to my journey. Whoever with me they with me if not then maybe I'll see you oneday.
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Glad to see your first entry into your Journey! Can\'t wait to see where this takes you! I\'m happy you decided to journal it out though!
Thank you @dirtyPanda. I can\'t wait also.
It\'s a rough road, but gradually it has been getting a bit easier. You will find that as you progress, there will be good days and bad days - but it\'s worth it, to finally be free to be your true self.
@ JoeDulin, that\'s true. Thanks for the encouragement .