LETS HOPE THIS IS A BETTER YEAR

WE CAN HOPE CAN,T WE, I AM SITTING HERE IN PAIN THINKING CAN I CHANGE ANY THING , ONE I DO WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT, 2 YEARS AGO I WAS SO SICK I WAS DRINKING BOOST TO GAIN WEIGHT ,NEVER BELIEVING I GAIN IT BACK ,BUT I DID, AND I LIKE TO GET RID OF SOME OF THIS GUILT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER PASSING AWAY, THAT PAIN IS KILLING ME, I NEED TO DO SO MUCH BUT MY BODY IS NOT GOING ALONG WITH ME, MY GRAND DAUGHTER TEXTED ME AT 4:30 THIS MORNING HAD TO TAKE MY GRAND SON HOSPITAL HE HAS SCARLET FEVER, I FEEL SO BAD I CAN NOT DO WHAT I USED TO, I CAN NOT MOVE AT THAT TIME, BUT SOME ONE DID HELP, KNOW ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW HAVING ,MENIERE'S WITH DIZZINESS AND RING EARS, AND MIGRAINES AND FIBROMYALGIA, AND ACID REFLUX DOES TO A PERSON, BUT I PRAY AND PUT IT IN GODS HANDS I CAN NOT HANDEL ANY MORE GUILT, SO IF I CAN CHANGE JUST ONE THING I WILL FEEL BETTER, I DO WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS HERE FOR BEING HERE FOR ME, I MIGHT NOT HAVE MADE IT WITH OUT YOU, SO MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL WITH THE BEST OF THE NEW YEAR, AND IF YOU CAN CHANGE JUST ONE THING FOR THE BETTER , THE WORLD WILL BE A NICER PLACE FOR US ALL, HAPPY NEW YEAR. :))