Learning to live alone and enjoy it.

I am learning to live alone and enjoy it.  I was so used to having Smokey come home from work and being in a relationship.  Now I am alone but not lonely.  I have many friends and family.  Its just not easy being alone and I think that is the cause of my depression.  I am trying to figure it out and its a bit of both being alone and not having a job.  Its good reasons.  With my faith in God, I will get through this as well.  I am a thinker and like to find the reasons behind things.  It bets my gray cells going and its all good.
I am just venting a wee bit from Diane B.