learning new things

I was with my family yesterday and felt a lot of weird feelings. Like I didn't fit in - but then I thought that

maybe it was my expectation to fit in that was like maybe a wanting to be the center of attention.

I don't know but I kind of started to guide myself just to fit in and not expect much. Stay humble and have

no great expectation. It helped. It reminded me of when people use the phrase "alone in a crowded room."

But it was good - it helped me enjoy the time. Once I left the party I realized that I was going from 'alone in a crowded room' to being alone by myself and I can do that.The realization really helped. I feel like things are good.

I feel like I have a healthy perspective and appreciation.

Have a good week all!