Last goodbye

It's 3:38 am and I'm awake and both in physical and emotional pain. My daddy passed away Sunday night a little after 10pm and with all the preparations and stuff I've been up and down and not been able to rest since last week Wednesday when he was taken to BAMC. I have an ice pack on both my lower back and my neck and will have José apply another pain patch later today to help ease the pain while at the cemetery later on this morning. The boys have taken it a little harder than I expected especially Julio but they have also helped me with emotional support. I know i have a long road ahead of me both physically and emotionally but am hoping once we bury him I will be able to get a good nights rest. I will forever remember my dad and will miss him dearly. My neck and back were both throbbing and burning last night during the rosary and once it finished I got a little breathless once everyone began swarming up to the front. I just want both the pains to end and fast.