Last days

Today I washed and bought stuff that the kids could easily prepare themselves for after my surgery. We have also done some heavy cleaning so they won' have to do so much those 2 days they will be without me. Since I have been up and about since 8 am my leg was really hurting during mass. I asked Father Mike for the anointing of the sick today and he knew before I asked something was wrong because he could see it. I had to have my sister help me with the sweeping today because it was too much for me. I had cleaned the bathroom sink and toilet along with the shower while the kids cleaned the stove and picked up around the living room. So during the middle of sweeping my pain got too bad and I had to call her to come help. The boys sweep but they don' t sweep as well as I like it. By the end of the night I could hardly move my right leg and my lower back again was supwe swollen and without being able to take the pain killers the ice pack and heating pads have had to do. I hate being in pain but I'm praying everything will go well on Monday and this pain will finally go away some. I know that with the arm and neck pain gone I am going to feel my back pain a lot worse but I'm more afraid of getting the lower back surgery done. I've been trying to go to sleep but just can' t get in a good position to do so. I hope I feel a little better tomorrow.