Last Baby Appt

Went back to work today, it was better than I thought it would be. They had welcome back signs all over and balloons, and everyone welcomed me back. It felt good hearing everyone say they missed me, but I felt like everyone was giving me sad puppy dog eyes. Like no one was quite sure what to say to me, like if they asked me about the baby I would explode. Little do they know that I love talking about my Addyson, I wanted to run around and show everyone her picture, and show them how beautiful she was but I know some people don't like to see "DEAD BABIES" I say that because I work for the local newspaper and employees get obituaries for free and when I called to put her in the paper they wouldn't let me submit a photo because the public doesn't wanna see "DEAD BABIES" REALLY? so instead of catering to me, a grieving mother who just lost her beautiful baby girl, they cater to the public, because people call and complain that they don't wanna open their newspapers and see dead babies. I thought that was so dumb, I'm gonna bring that up in discussions. Anyways back on track, had my last baby appointment today, asked when we could TTC again and she said 3 months, that made me very happy, not that I wanna replace Addy, she will always be my little love bug.