kooky......

i ordered a new frying pan......it arrived and it's bashed in/all bent up to who laid it!  do you think this frying pan may have been used in the commission of a crime before being packed in that box and arriving at my door?  or did jonny box packer not see that the pan was CLEARLY wrecked all to heck?  what was jonny box packer smoking.....?

life is odd. 

very very odd.

over an hour ago i was feeling calm and happy.  why?  cause i managed to do my chores.  i'm probably a weirdo when it comes to chores, but when my nest is right i feel better.  less frustrated.......and like i'm contributing to my own care as a whole.  then a lady called asking me a ton of questions about rayos.  ugh.......then she recommended that i contact horizon, maker of rayos to get the medical info i wanted.  i called that stupid number, spoke to stupid girl no 27........and after 28 minutes i said i have to hang up now.  and did.  now i feel wasted and know that if anybody is stupid it's currently me.

duh...........sometimes one needs to unstir the pot, walk away........let it be.

that person needs to be me.  putting my stir stick down stat.  whew.........take a breath, let it out.  calm down. 

maybe i'll go to bed, maybe i'll go to the store and take my bashed up pan to customer service for a replacement, maybe i'll put lotion on my legs and count that as exercise.  dunno.........for now i just need to be in care of my high blood pressure.  i don't know if i'm asking the wrong questions or if that lady was deliberately being evasive. it's all too stupid to keep on wondering......let it go ........let it go!

working on it.......time to flip the pancakes said di........i hear ya, here's some good news. my friend and her hubby are coming to visit me on saturday around 2 pm.  nice.........ahhhhhh, it will be so nice.  yay.  a visit with Ruth and George can only cheer me up because they are lovely!

all my owl pals left this morning for south georgia.......glad for them, one of the girls is going to take pictures of the trip for me.......so that will be nice! 

time to fold the towels and see what's next.  love you......so thankful for the kind and caring advice you provided.  i NEED to hear ya and just chill out......!