kind of weird

Ok.. kind of weird....... Last night of COURSE.. hubby came into the bedroom and asked for sex....  I wanted to seriously bang my head on the computer desk in frustration...  I mean seriously HOW many times must I go over this topic with him?   Of Course .......I just looked at him dumbfounded and went over the WHOLE issue again...  (tiptoeing on the topic cause I didnt want to piss him off)....  he tends to get mad over this topic.... soooo he walked away muttering.. something.. believe me I didnt call him back into the room to see what it was... Well this morning... He just called me... (He actually let the girls sleep in.. x-mas break.. and got them ready and took them to daycare... )  and said Do they sell depression pills over the counter.....  I just sat there.... and got a little quiet  ...... like I always do when I dont know what to say.... and I said "Ummm no not legally..   U have to go to a doc.... to a therapist.................... "  how many times do I HAVE to go over this topic also... JEEZ....   its not hard to do.....  sure its hard at first admitting u are having a problem.. but no one is there to judge u... u know? soooo gosh.... now what?   do I try to talk him into going to talk to someone whether that is a doc or therapist tonight when I get home.. I know they say .. that he has to make the first step... and I cant do it for him..  but is this a call out for help or not?