Keeping busy.

The guy I have feelings for is in the process of moving, and won't be able to talk much for about a week. So I'm kinda lonely now..  But I guess it doesn't make a difference, we usually end up arguing when we talk or i upset him... I adore him, but we can't even play video games without him getting pissed off and complaining non stop and getting so upset he barely even speaks to me... -.- No matter what we play.. It's so frustrating.. I'm not used to having someone outside of my parents that are SOOO negative about EVERYTHING which is difficult because nothin I say helps, if anything I make it worse.. I'm barely allowed to speak to anyone other than him, and he's ALWAYS mad and upset... Which ends up amking me feel worse which makes him more upset... It's a never ending cycle... So frustrating....
But.. Anyways, Since I don't have him to talk to or play video games with, I'm trying to keep myself busy.. Like today.. Slept most of the day then went to the store, and tonight I'm going to be cooking dinner and dessert for me and my family. Been playing with my dog outside more often. Tomorrow I'm either going to the zoo or a science museum which will be fun.  Gonna have a hard time hiding my cuts though,, almost my entire left forearm, one on my right arm, and down to my knees on both legs... Gotta do laundry later and figure out what I can wear.. Been walking around the house without covering them and no one has even noticed.. Not sure how I feel about that... My uncle said If I am sure I want to become an auto mechanic he will help teach me whatever I need/want to know. Which i am excited about because he's the best mechanic I've met! I have a lot to be excited about, a lot to do, but I still feel.. Overwhlemed... And like everything is so pointless.. But, I'm trying.. I will be okay.. Just keep forgetting that all of this is temporary.. Going to start trying to do more to keep myself busy and distracted.