keeping up

 Thursday- well this is an update. I had string free sex again and again im not happy with the out come. but it's something better thatn nothing. the dude is nice just not up to speed in that department. I know that we'll try it again. three has to be the charm. ( and No O 4 Me)Thursday-  my weekend that I think I have planned. I saw BB thursday and we kissed and my mind went to mush.  He has soft wet small lips that move in the right directions. I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!! and I know that he loves me but we'll have to wait and see. He knows about herpes and its hard 4 him to get around that idea. He told me that he "wants to love me but won't allow him self" so slowing but surely he's coming around. He use to say that he was "big " on me. so this a approvement.    Friday- Tonight is yet another night of string free sex w/ oil shopguy. He's cool also but he's a LEGO man and I don't have time to put another man together. those days are over.