Keep going
I'm trying to keep myself going; one step at a time.
I'm finding it so damn hard. I have been no contact for 6 days now, although it doesn't matter since my ex has no interest in talking to me anyway. Still, it's 6 days where i haven't tried to contact her.
It feels terrible, I'm lonely and i want to contact her more than anything. Actually i want her to call me and say that she was wrong about everything.
Living this life without her is torture. How can things be so one-sided it just seems ridiculous to me.
Maybe I'm making progress, it's just too hard to see right now, I suppose 6 days is progress. Every single day feels like a challenge to me though, and when I go to bed i almost hope that i don't have to wake up to do it all over again....but i always do.
I'm finding it so damn hard. I have been no contact for 6 days now, although it doesn't matter since my ex has no interest in talking to me anyway. Still, it's 6 days where i haven't tried to contact her.
It feels terrible, I'm lonely and i want to contact her more than anything. Actually i want her to call me and say that she was wrong about everything.
Living this life without her is torture. How can things be so one-sided it just seems ridiculous to me.
Maybe I'm making progress, it's just too hard to see right now, I suppose 6 days is progress. Every single day feels like a challenge to me though, and when I go to bed i almost hope that i don't have to wake up to do it all over again....but i always do.
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Keep your head up pal. I have the exact same feelings and it is not easy. It really isn\'t fair, and never will be. We just don\'t understand why...My deepest sympathy to you.