Kasabian-Clubfoot

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9l4SY8r4HHw What a great track!  Props to riot for posting it in her journal. *****************Life kicked me in the arse last night.  I thought it would be nice to have a glass of wine to finish out what I felt was a pretty difficult week.  Well, 2 or was it 3 later (after I killed the jug - was it a 1/4 full?  I don't recall), I was praying to the porcelain god & apologizing to Tony for being a twat.  And I wanted to cut so goddamn bad.  I had used the rubber band ad nauseaum last night, but the blisters are gone.  They never stay long enough to keep me satisfied.  I just think what I wanted to be relaxing turned into a total self-abuse fest.  And it makes me feel like an utter fool.