just writing

I don't really have much to say tonight, but it's nice to write things down.  I ate all three meals today, which was good, and I didn't eat too much.  I'm feeling pretty good at this moment.
Put a little more thought into the what may or may not have been something bad.  I think things line up pretty well to where I started trying to lose weight around the time I found out who I had actually been talking to.  I don't know if it changes anything, I still need to fix my ED.
I didn't talk to my ex today, we usually talk everyday.  I think one of her new friends told her to 'reanalyze' her life and find out if I'm really necessary to be in it.  Either she'll want me in it or she won't, I don't have a say, there's nothing I can change about myself that can make things better or worse in her eyes.