Just wonderin\'

My husband came over today to watch our son while I worked.  How is it a man that claims to love you so much can sit back and watch you do everything?  By this I mean, provide everything for our son.  I pretty much make no money...it's by the grace of God alone that I seem to have every need, financially, met.  When I made small talk with my husband today before leaving for work, I implied how I wish I didn't have to go{seeing as how I'm not feeling to great today} and he looked at me and said, "Then don't go."  My response to this was," I don't have that choice."He just looked at me so matter of factly.  I then proceeded to have one of my lovely 'out of body experiences'  in which I leaped over the kitchen counter and just, matter of factly' BITCH SLAPPED HIM!"  Of course, all I did was stand there with a blank look on my face, 'cause seriously, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!   Seriously, can anyone tell me if they have ever encountered such a level of denial in their life?  I LEFT HIM, MOVED OUT, TOOK AWAY ANY KIND OF WIFELY AFFECTION, and he mosies through life as if I'm just on a little vacation.  It has been 8 months since our recent separation, almost 2 years, if you don't count the 2 months I let him come back.  How is this possible?  I really am asking.  Does anyone have any idea of what I'm talking about?  This baffles me.  Well enough energy wasted on him.  You are all in my prayers tonight DS as always.