Just wanna give up
I am so tired of feeling like I am alone. No one understands what I am going through! I honestly believe that no one cares either. I am stressed out to the point of breaking. I have no one I can really talk to. For the first time in almost a year I wonder if it wouldn't be the best thing just to end it all. I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired. Fml I'm just going to give up.
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No, hang on. It always gets better.
I\'m sorry...but it\'s true, if you just hold on, white-knuckle it, it WILL get better...then it will get worse again and you have to ride it out again. It comes and goes in waves...I am not sure where you are exactly...my mom lived in Daleville, just north of Enterprise...if you are anywhere close by maybe we could meet sometime. My daughter committed suicide... the fall-out has been devastating... People watched me for weeks, because I had always said I could not and would not live without her. My husband still has all the guns in our house either hidden or locked in a safe I don\'t have access to... but I don\'t want to hurt any more people... I know what it\'s like to be left behind.
Oh, and by the way...2-2-14, I didn\'t just lose my only child, I lost the entire future I had planned...no grandchildren.