just up from nap 9.13.2011. about 8 p.m.

well i did indeed take a nap today. i didnt go to sleep for a long time book on audio getting very good and scarry. then i did fall asleep sis woke me at about 7.30. dint want to get up but i did having some coffee ate stir fry sis made. very good. cant have any soy sause, big time bummer. i think im too loud for my nefew. i think im starting to bother him. taliked to ja today. need to call him back and see if he could get mike and they all come down on thurs or fri. guess i thought moore people would visit me. its so nice here. i realy like it. the thought of going back to my boring 3rd floor apt is not the best one. i mean i eat good here. will have to give that up i cant afford it. even though ive lost weight, its very easy esspecially wene so poor to eat healthy. my new adapt worker is supposed to maybe help me with that. allthiugh she will have to be a ginoius. i again called m to tell him ive called landlord aout the trouble in appt. i still cant get the last of the swelling in bad foot to go away   GO AWAY I SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so madening. now the nurse willl come and i dont know i just wish it would go down allready. i know were im getting big is in my butt. it is hugh. figurews. something i cant exersisi for right now. try to do some light yoga in chair or on the bed. i do feel pretty good still. had vegies for dinner like i allready said. repeating myself now uo. lets see its a full moon i think so ya know anything can happen. my insision is so dry and ichy. i know its healing, but its criving me nuts. noot supposed to mess w/ it or scrath it. im so dry ya definaly takin nefews spot. he is on the computer w/ his fake wife. they call each othe r husband and wife but are not married. go figure. ya the high points of the day was hearing from j again. wait till i tell d. he will be happy. going to call home soon and see if they fixed or replaced oven and sink. im going to have to get rid of my old terrible cougch and try to get maybe a used one. cant sit on that thing anymoore. ok, i realy got nothin. my thoughts are starting to race again. realy feel bad being here and their son is sleeping on the couch. if it wasnt for them id be traped in my appt or much worse in that hell hole the call a nurseing home. now that would be very every very bad. i donyt know what i did to make the words and ink so dark, figures. ok, maybe moore later.......