just trying to not get too

Last night and this morning did indeed make me pause about the New Year's Eve

and day in greater intensity. I have spent it alone but reached out via emails, texts and phone calls just to

wish all my loved ones a Happy New Year. I am well aware of my being alone...

and last night it made me want a cat or a pet so that we would keep each other from 

being alone. I just think the holiday probably heightened my sense of the milestone of it.

I am trying to keep framed in that to keep steady. Last night and this morning, I seemed to feel like I was

putting 'a foot wrong' nearly all over and yet I think the solitude of such a 'day as this' is what's

making me agitated more than usual. I am thankful for today and all my friends here and everywhere.

I feel lucky and blessed and happy. My mind at times feels so unwound that I feel nauseous with sickness

but I know to keep as orderly as I can - and try to muster up the vision to find things to do beyond the practical. I did go for a long walk, got a starbucks and walked back. Things are good. 

Sending peace and good kharma your way. Today is a gift! Let's see it as the opportunity it IS!!! :)

thanks.

xx