Just Trying to Clear My Mind

Nothing really going on, I was having a decent day, but then I got on the computer to see my ex make a status with her friend that she's listed as "married to" about how they cheat on each other a lot and should make their facebook relationship open.  It's dumb, but I know her 'ex' (probably  not so much of an ex right now) is in town.  He dumped her and didn't talk to her for the last couple months while he was out of town, but then he was coming back this month so he called the the weekend before and she immediately bought a ticket to go see him for the weekend and then drive back up here with him.  He treats her terribly, he's got nothing going for him, and he's fat.  She's told me that she doesn't like him that much, and especially not like how she felt with me.  It's like she does what he wants because he treats her bad, and that's what really bothers me.  Maybe I'd feel better if she would just find a guy that would treat her right.
Anyways, I removed her updates from my news page, so I won't see anymore vague posts about her boyfriend.  Haven't seen her in a couple weeks, haven't responded to her texts as much.  I feel like it makes me sound like an asshole, but I'm the one that was still in love, and she's dragging me along, so whatever.
Wish I could calm my mind, the journal isn't really helping..

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hang in there...just believe in the power of time!
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yuck, I feel your pain. Breakups always leave one feeling lost.
I think you are doing the right thing. You are not an asshole for taking space from her. You are smart in doing so.

Time heals almost everythng.. and I know from experience that time DOES heal this kind of wound. Hope tomorrow your head is clear and your having a better day!