JUST TAKE WHAT COMES???
THIS IS MY GAL PAL, NATALIE AT HER BIRTHDAY PARTY, NOTE SHE IS WEARING A BIRTHDAY GIRL RIBBON. SHE IS DOING THE RIVER DANCE SITTING DOWN. IT WAS A HOOT!!!! MONICA DID IT STANDING UP AND IN 3 INCH HEELS AND THE DUMBASS PUT HER BACK OUT. WE AIN'T AS YOUNG AS WE USE TO BE BUT WE JUST DON'T GET THAT FACT. WE KEEP TRYING TO ACT 20 SOMETHING AND OUR BODY PROTESTS!!! OH, WELL, WE ARE STILL YOUNG IN MIND AND SPIRIT.
WELL, IT HAS BEEN ALMOST FOUR WEEKS AND NO WORD FROM MY DAUGHTER. SHE IS EVEN HIDING HER COMMENTS ON FACEBOOK. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR HER ON FACEBOOK IT'S JUST THAT WHEN I GO THERE I USUALLY SEE A POSTING FROM HER. SO....I AM NOT SURE WHERE I SIT WITH THIS WHOLE THING. ON ONE HAND, I KNOW THAT I AM FAR BETTER OFF NOT HAVING CONTACT BECAUSE THERE WILL BE DRAMA AND SHE WILL PULL ME INTO HER WEB AGAIN!! BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, MY MOTHER'S INSTINCT CLICKS IN AND I WONDER/WORRY IF SHE IS OKAY. SHOULD I CALL OR EMAIL HER ETC......I KNOW IN MY LOGICAL MIND THE ANSWER IS NO, ABSOLUTELY NO CONTACT BUT THEN THE OTHER SIDE HAS TIMES WHERE MY RESOLVE WAIVERS. I NEED TO BE STRONG!! EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY, AW HELL, PHYSICALLY I AM A WRECK!! I AWAKE EACH DAY HOPING AND PRAYING THAT TODAY WILL BE THE DAY THAT I FEEL BETTER AND EVERYDAY I AM DISAPPOINTED. MAYBE THE ANSWER IS NOT TO HAVE ANY EXPECTATIONS AND JUST TAKE WHAT COMES, GOOD OR BAD. I AM TRYING MY BEST TO RECOVER BUT THIS ONE HAS REALLY SLAMMED ME TO THE MAT.
I HAVE 2 APPOINTMENTS TODAY, HAIR AND NAILS. THEN NATALIE IS COMING FOR A VISIT. AT LEAST AT THE NAIL APPOINTMENT AND WITH NAT IF I BREAK DOWN THEY UNDERSTAND.
I AM STARTING NUTRISYSTEM TODAY. THE BIG BOX ARRIVED YESTERDAY. I'LL GIVE THIS A TRY AND SEE IF IT WORKS.
WELL, I BEST CLOSE FOR NOW BEFORE THIS BECOMES A SHORT STORY. DEBBIE
WELL, IT HAS BEEN ALMOST FOUR WEEKS AND NO WORD FROM MY DAUGHTER. SHE IS EVEN HIDING HER COMMENTS ON FACEBOOK. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR HER ON FACEBOOK IT'S JUST THAT WHEN I GO THERE I USUALLY SEE A POSTING FROM HER. SO....I AM NOT SURE WHERE I SIT WITH THIS WHOLE THING. ON ONE HAND, I KNOW THAT I AM FAR BETTER OFF NOT HAVING CONTACT BECAUSE THERE WILL BE DRAMA AND SHE WILL PULL ME INTO HER WEB AGAIN!! BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, MY MOTHER'S INSTINCT CLICKS IN AND I WONDER/WORRY IF SHE IS OKAY. SHOULD I CALL OR EMAIL HER ETC......I KNOW IN MY LOGICAL MIND THE ANSWER IS NO, ABSOLUTELY NO CONTACT BUT THEN THE OTHER SIDE HAS TIMES WHERE MY RESOLVE WAIVERS. I NEED TO BE STRONG!! EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY, AW HELL, PHYSICALLY I AM A WRECK!! I AWAKE EACH DAY HOPING AND PRAYING THAT TODAY WILL BE THE DAY THAT I FEEL BETTER AND EVERYDAY I AM DISAPPOINTED. MAYBE THE ANSWER IS NOT TO HAVE ANY EXPECTATIONS AND JUST TAKE WHAT COMES, GOOD OR BAD. I AM TRYING MY BEST TO RECOVER BUT THIS ONE HAS REALLY SLAMMED ME TO THE MAT.
I HAVE 2 APPOINTMENTS TODAY, HAIR AND NAILS. THEN NATALIE IS COMING FOR A VISIT. AT LEAST AT THE NAIL APPOINTMENT AND WITH NAT IF I BREAK DOWN THEY UNDERSTAND.
I AM STARTING NUTRISYSTEM TODAY. THE BIG BOX ARRIVED YESTERDAY. I'LL GIVE THIS A TRY AND SEE IF IT WORKS.
WELL, I BEST CLOSE FOR NOW BEFORE THIS BECOMES A SHORT STORY. DEBBIE
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