Just strange, but alright

  Feeling pretty good today. Been feeling a bit odd lately as if I'm lazy or something, but just not really anything to do. I'm waiting to hear about work, but so far nothing. I think why I feel funny about it is because when your using i just don't seem to have all this time on my hands, so it seems odd to me. Nothing really wrong with it. I just sleep in, go for naps, do my meetings, and that's about it. I can work for Bob, but I'm always leary of that because sometimes I go and then get stuck doing something I really don't like, or he just drives me nuts. Going to go to the working center today and see about getting a resume and posting it. I also have to fill out my income report for O.W. So there's a couple of things. I also have my step study tonight at Lisa and Cory's. I like Cory. He seems to have a pretty big controle issue at times, but then other times I just think he really does believe in what he's doing, and doesn't get detered from it. He does have a hard time with anger at times, and I think resentments, but I don't get caught up in that. We all have our stuff. He's always been alright with me, and helpfull. Well, going to have a good day clean. Fed the cats this morning. Jet is in the habit now of getting her breakfast in bed. She stays there si I bring it to her, because otherwise Jimmy would just eat it all anyway. Jimmy is a real eater. Jet just eats a little, and leaves it for Jimmy. Their really cool cats. Jets really neat at times. She has her own way about her. If you want to pat her, or hold her she'll only let you when she wants to. If I want to, there's no way. Has to be her way. When I 'm in bed, if I show in anyway that I want her to stay, she won't. It has to be her decision. Last night she was really neat. She layed by my head, and rested her head on mine. I thought that was really cool. I'm really happy to have such a good pair of cats. They really bring a lot into my life. Thank you Lord.