Just some thoughts about some things in my life

There has been so much going on in my life right now that i dont know where to start really. I have a wonderful man in my life and i am so happy with him in my life right now. I just dont know how i was living without him in my life. He completes me, he is my dream man, my king, my best friend.

My t wo youngest kids father came to see them but i am so done with him. I mean, i cant make him be in their life and he acts like he just wants to be there when he wants to be in their life. That is not a father, not at all. I am so sick of the way that he is treating these kids and all. I have a man that is in t here life everyday all day and loves them.

I got my third tattoo about two weeks ago. my boyfriend does tattoos and he did my 4 leaf clover on my left rib cage. it hurt like hell but i love it. He is going to do my others if i can take it when i am ready. he also wants to touch up my other two since they dont look right and all. today he told me he wants to do something on my shoulder and thats ok. but i dont know what he is thinking about putting there. lol

we are trying to turn the shed in my back yard as a shop for him to do his tattoos in so there wont be alot of people coming into the house and around the kids all the time. plus he can do more out there then having to wait till the kids are in bed or not home. just going to take some time and money and we are trying to do both as we can.

I just been dealing with so much right now that i am just spinning around and around not knowing when i am going to stop. But i am doing the best that i can everyday to do all that i can. But sometimes it can get the best of me and i am just going to keep doing my best. Thats all t hat i can do right now really.