just some thoughts

I have been getting things ready for when I go into the hospital to have my baby girl any day now. I think that we have everything is order that we need right now and all know what is going to happen. But I am a little sad that my dad and sister wont be down here when I have the baby, which I was hoping they would be here. But my dad can't because of money reasons and my sister cant because she has to work since my other sister is going to be going on a trip for a few days and they live together and work at the same place. I understand that they can't come down when I have the baby, but it still hurts a little on the inside because they where both at the hospital when I had my boys. But I understand why they cant come down and my dad said that he will get with my sister and see about coming down next month for my sons birthday since we won't be able to come up there so soon after I have the baby (the live 4 hours away). But I will have my Finance, my two boys and my mom with me at the hospital.
But we have my bag packed and in our van waiting for when it is time, I have my other bag with things that I cant put in my van right now because I don't want things to get messed up with the weather change and got my 3 year old bag ready with diapers and clothes, told my 9 year old to get him some things together to keep him busy when we are at the hospital and even got a bag of snacks for my boys when they are there. I am just waiting to get the last couple of things that I will be taking but the main thing I am waiting for is when it is time to go have this baby. I am just ready for her to come and use all the cute things we have waiting for her. I have never been good at the waiting game, lol.