Just Perfect! ;(

It's not even noon and I already had a terrible day! Two days ago I had been making progress and lost 4 pounds, today I found out that I gained 6 pounds!  How? I have no idea! Aside from the whole weight crap, I found out yesterday that I have been rejected from the university I hoped to go to in the fall. I've also been in unbelievable pain, which at first I thought was just muscle from the going to the gym a lot after not exercising for a long time, but today I found out that there's a possibility that it maybe from something else, something called Ovarian Cyst or whatever, I guess one of the Dr.'s found out last summer but I didn't understand half what he was saying and my parents thought I since I didn't ask I understood.. I think it wasn't/isn't serious cause if it was then something would've been done then but I have no clue... When I described the pain to my mom today she said it's possible that it was that and then explained the whole finding out last summer. 
So now, I'm stressed, I'm fat, I'm depressed, I have epilepsy, I have an Ovarian Cyst and I can't sleep. That's just perfect! I feel like I just want to die and get it over with. 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

People are quick to point out the negatives in their life but can you point out the positives? It can be hard to do at first but I believe for every negative you think of you should point out a positive, even if it is as simple as seeing a pretty bird. I hope you feel better.
thescaredone
thescaredone

The thing is lately there have been so many negatives that I can barely feel the good stuff. It\'s so hard to find them between all the crap that I feel. And it hurts because there was a point in my life when I was happy and focused on the good stuff and that felt good, but now I\'m the exact opposite person and that feels like crap.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I have ovarian cysts too and they are painful. I take motrin for the pain so I can sleep at night. Keep regular visits to your doctor so they can keep an eye on things. Unfortunately, cysts are very common. Try another college...sometimes when one door closes another opens. Giving up is easy but staying and fighting for what you want and what you aspire to be are worth all the struggles. I recommend green tea extract for appetite suppression, raspberry keytones, and white bean extract....they have all helped me with weight loss. Keep trying :)