Just living

WEll I feel I am just kind of floating through life right now ,trying to act normal,some times feeling like I am a actor, some times I believe it and can feel joy, sometimes life seems so pain full ,if I really look at things different every day,like every one I try to be positive,but life can bring you down I know it s all how we look at it but my life is hard ,my health is bad, but i try very hard to help any one that needs it because i have been there and wish i had more support ,so i know how important that can be. I used to take in foster kids i love it but .the lost of my daughter changed my life, and she had 3 children that needed me and still do. The one thing that has happened good in my life is that my daughter and her daughters and me also got saved,and I am so thank full for that. They have there problems and some time do not come around ,but I love them very much, I have a son who is not close to me. I am lonely alot,we all need love and support and that is why I am here. To help any one who will except that I can love unconditionally , that is how God loves us, so that is how I want to live my life and will continue to be my life's work.