just feeling low
I really can't indulge too much in this. I went to my parents' house today and the 'mirror offered' me said I was so many
things that fell short. But really they weren't too much. It's not about me when I am with my parents and their business associates and I also know that my shortcomings or maybe those moments of my personal limit are some things that I need to just let roll and kind of 'be ok' with. I can get to work now, back at my home and just 'be ok' with that it's now 'me time.' I feel kind of low but I realize this is just part and parcel of coping with stuff in my life. Things are really ok.
I am thankful for so much in my life. So I will stop now, writing about this.
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Sorry you are feeling low. Hope you feel up again soon.
thanks becky.
Letting go of my control issues to accept life, including myself, as it is rather than as *I* would have it just might have been the most liberating lesson I learned in my life. The roller coaster of emotions isn't in need of judgement. *just* kick back and enjoy the ride, both the parts I don't like and the parts I like.
"Days up and down they come
"Like rain on a congo drum
"Forget most
"Remember some
"But don't turn none away
"To live is to fly
"Both low and high
"So shake the dust off of your wings
"And the sleep out of your eyes." ~Townes van Zandt (To Live Is To Fly)
thanks Arfie!