just ate dinner at midnight. took meds and sleeping pill

well, took meds and sleeping pill so i can type a little better. just had dinnerat midnight. thats no good no wonder im so fat and dont want to ever do anything. dont think ill leave tomorow only to store. this is getting bad. i HAVE to start getting out of here. i just get so nervious and iguess scared. so glad to be on here. will try to add moore wenever i can..... wish i didnt have to take all this medsine. oh well, what ya ganna do. moore soon.....