Just another Update to my Twisted Life,..

Havent been sleeping, havent been eating.can't seem to keep on track for anything in this little world i live in.trying to hold dowwn the depression, but it keeps slipping out. going to need a counciling session from SOMEBODY soon enough. good things though; i got into a very good health class with a lovely teacher. cannot wait for that each passing day. some friendly people are there too, so maybe that will be my escape each day, from the rest of the darker world.unsure about work. here and there it comes and goes. then there is my band...almost thinking of dropping it out of my life. i am too depressed one day, get sick another, then almost miss the concert i had been working so hard to get into.missed the Black Veil Brides concert in Phoenix while i was there thanks to my own band having a show at the same time. i was looking forward to seeing them.we did a tribute to Alice Cooper, and i was "killed" onstage, afterwards, i was dropped understage and continued playing our last gig underneath. afterwards, i came backstage covered in "blood" and black makeup resembling smoke or burns maybe. fans found it "awesome" and i recieved a lot of caring hugs from them. in the end i enjoyed dying....maybe too much.sitting back quietly, watching younger students in a graphics design class...seriously, who lets these kids in here?
akumu umaru.