JUST A WEDNESDAY....I THINK.....
WELL,IT IS A WEDNESDAY I GUESS.ALL THE DAYS SEEM TO SLIDE INTO ONE ANOTHER..I HAVENT FELT MUCH LIKE WRITING IN MY JOURNAL LATELY,JUST TALKING WITH EVERYONE HERE AT DS AND CHECKING OUT DIFFERENT SUPPORT GROUPS.....STAYING UP ALL NIGHT AND CRASHING AT SUN RISE.WHAT A LIFE....I HATE IT...I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO TENDING BAR AND MAKEING MONEY...SAME OLD STORY WITH ME I GUESS..NOT SLEEPING MUCH FOR SO MANY DAYS HAS FINALLY CAUGHT UP ITS LIKE THE SUGAR HIGH IS FINALLY OVER.....THE LONELINESS AND DEPPRESSION ARE CREEPING BACK IN.....GOOD BY FOR NOW...
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I stay up all night too so that I can fall asleep. I stay up until I am so exhausted that I have no choice but to sleep or fall over. I can\'t seem to get away from it no matter how hard I try. I too miss working. I loved my job and miss it greatly.
I am sure you will get back into working just as soon as you are ready. Don\'t pick on yourself so much hun, you are a wonderful person. I have sleepless nights too and I know how you feel. I used to love working in bars, you will get back there, I know you will. You just need to believe in yourself.
Love and hugs as always Kim xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Hi hun, I know that feeling all too well to. What is working for me is knowing that I am the only one that controls me. I can chose my life the way I want it and I don\'t want to be miserable the way I was when I was with my ex. I have to stop thinking of things because it only confuses me more. Your a great person and I know that you have a heart of gold and one tough cookie too. So go out there and do what you love to do and do it with confidence and a smile on your face. Love yourself and love life. No one can take our future away NO ONE! Luv ya, huggs and kisses, ~Idio
Hi girlfriend, better late than never,I have to agree with Idio,You need to get out there and do what you love and do best with a smile on your face.I
know you desire to get back into the workfield,that would make you so happy. Best Wishes, Much Love, Lori