Just a short note

I miss all here as usual and will start trying to PUSH myself to be present for myself and all other dear friends here more often. The estrogen blocker I was on took me way down to severe aches, weakness, and depression.
My oncologist just changed this medication to another that might work better for me. I pray I can climb out of this deep valley and have some form of life and not merely exist each day.
I also pray for all of you my dear friends to feel stronger and heal in the Grace of the Lord.

I really need to be here more often to ward off depression. I know when I support others on this path it always helps me rise to a higher plane.

Blessings Dear DS friends.
May you have the sleep that is much needed and feel stronger to be active without pain or setbacks.
Much LOVE

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triunfadora
triunfadora

Yes, some of the estrogen blockers can be very hard to take. I do hope a different one will be better. My mom took one that was very hard on her as well. Depression is such a bugger. The very thing that you NEED to do (be with people) is the very last thing you WANT to do. Anytime you get the energy to drop in, just know you will always be embraced and loved. If I could have you over for a cup of tea, I would. Much love and many blessings.
DarlaC
DarlaC

I do hope the new med. will work better for you. Depression is just such a horrible thing. To have it along with physical illness is a real trial.

How wonderful that you are wishing us healing and help, as you are suffering so. You are right though. Come here.....soothe someone else\'s aching bones with a hug and a smile, and you WILL feel better. Know that fer sure!!

Blessings, dear one! xo
aussiedi
aussiedi

So good to hear from you my friend. I really feel for you and think of you often.It is only natural that you are feeling depressed considering all that you have been through and are still struggling with.We are all here for you.You are such a sweet and gentle soul and always in a spiritual consciousness despite your physical pain.Just drop by here when you are able without any pressure on yourself.Know that even when we don\'t hear from you we are with you in heart and spirit.Forever connected.All sparks of the fire.Individual but also one.
Wrapping my arms around you with love dear Debra.xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
eweneek
eweneek

We understand. I have been away for awhile, too. I hope you know that even when I\'m not up to visiting this site, I still think of you and all my DS friends and remember you all in my prayers.

My CTCA doctor also discussed trying a different hormone blocker. I would really like to feel better, but I\'m afraid of feeling worse.

Wouldn\'t it be wonderful if we could all get together for a cup of tea as Triunefadora suggested? and I don\'t even like tea. When I was a child, my mom had friends dropping in nearly every day for a cup of coffee and a chat. I think that was important to her sanity! I get that same feeling of optimism when I visit this site. Healing and blessings to you, dear one.