Just a little update on me
I am doing so much better now. I made a huge decision to just let some things go because it takes and wastes to much of my time and energy trying to make everything right. I just have to keep in mind that I can't please everyone. Not to mention that there are those out there that would kill to see me fall and be the depressed person that I used to be. I mean I don't think that my depression will ever fully go away, but it is somewhat controlled and like I said there are those that don't want to see me happy and secure. Like they have nothing better to do with their lives. Like their lives are so boring and unhappy, that they got to make me miserable. Well, I am working very hard not to let that happen any more. That is not to say that there won't be days that I have that are bad, but hopefully, things won't get to bad. Plus, it helps that I have met a wonderful man that makes me laugh and seems to want to treat me as I deserve to be treated, like a queen and not some lowly peasant. I didn't think that I would find someone so soon after the break-up with my Ex, but maybe god brought this gentleman to me, who knows. All I know is that when I think about he brings a smile to my lips. I think about him constantly and even in my dreams he is there. Maybe, it is just wishful thinking, but for now I am going to freaking enmjoy it!
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Im really happy for you lovie!!, you deserve to be treated lke a queen.
xoxoooxooxo
When I get depressed, I just think to myself - it is not my life that\'s bad, it is my brain not noticing the best of it.
I hope your brain notices more good than bad.
Hope you will continue to feel good!
You go girl. Just take one day at a time. Don\'t fall to hard to soon though. Just enjoy each day the best you can. Like me you will probably never fulling get rid of the depression but at least you can have more control over it I think. Just by choosing what to not let bother you. Good luck and I wish you the best.