Just Me

Dear Kitty,            Fraser does know about my blog; Hector found it and told him. I should probably tell you the whole story:            I got two very odd texts from Fraser yesterday, which immediately made me suspicious; he never has his phone, and he never texts me (hehehe)! And then, when I read the texts, I knew that something was up - normally, if he texts me, it's about Drama or prep or something. So then, because I thought something was up, I phoned Hector. Eventually, he told me that he'd found my blog by typing 'ChibiChibi Fraser' into Google, and apparently he just chose the one that sounded like it had been written by me. And then he told Fraser because he thought that Fraser 'would be the only one that I would listen to'! I would quite happily listen to him (Hector) or Isla or anyone else (who knew, obviously)! But still, I had to go to tea afterwards, and I was preoccupied by the conversation that I'd just had all through tea. And then, when I got back to my desk, I had an email from Fraser saying 'we need to talk'. So we agreed to talk after prep.             At nine, I phoned him, and we had a long conversation (well, fifteen minutes). And he told me that his ex used to SH too, and that he helped her to get through it. And then he said to go and do something else and not to think about it. Which is a good idea, but sometimes it's not quite that simple.             And then he suggested that I tell Mum and Dad. That's the one thing that I can't do; I can't give them something else to worry about. They're so busy as it is, and I really, really can't let Mum know, or she'll go mad with worrying.             Soon afterwards, we hung up. I couldn't help it; I burst into tears. I don't know why; I think that it was just knowing that there were two people out there who cared. Two. I've gone from being almost alone to having two of the best friends a girl could possibly have. I'm so happy. So, Fraser and Hector; thank you, thank you, thank you so much!              I would write more, but I really have to go; I need to get changed and go to Chamber Orchestra (bleurgh). I'll probably write again later.Lots and lots of love,    FranoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxP.S. Still a long time...!P.P.S. If you push a viola player and a soprano off a cliff, which one hits the ground first? (two answers)                   1) The viola player; the soprano would have to stop halfway down to ask for directions!                   2) Who cares?!?