Just sad....

Well, it is the eve of Scott's fourth Angelversary.  The last time I saw him alive was the night before he died.  Time makes it different.  But, it does not make it better or easier.  I hate this!  I maybe even hate it more.  I miss my "baby boy" so much!
 

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JerryJsMom
JerryJsMom

Different seems to be the only word that really fits, doesn\'t it? 4 years now for Scott. Jerry\'s 4th year is in Sept. We\'ve been here for a long time, haven\'t we? I will be with you in Spirit, my friend. Wish I could be there with you though. What I can and will do is light a candle for Scott and keep it going all day tomorrow. Love you, my friend. Adrianne
ForMomsOnly
ForMomsOnly

((((HUGS))))
Robin4
Robin4

I\'m sending you big hugs and love as the angelversary nears. It does get different. Not better and most days not worse anmore but we do hate it with every part of our being. You will be in my thoughts. Much love. Robin
gkg21
gkg21

Yep, just different. Thank you, ladies, for being there for me.
KandL
KandL

Sending gentle hugs and yes, different not better. Still hurts and hurts and HURTS! I wish you peaceful thoughts of your precious son, love to you and Scott, Linda
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

My heart aches with you... I too will have my candle glowing for Scott and for all of you who love him so. Stay close my friend. Love and hugs, Joanie
momjmc
momjmc

Definitely different, NEVER better. Thinking of you and Scott today.
Love, prayers, and hugs, Sharon
deleted_user
deleted_user

HUGS
biowoman
biowoman

Ginger...it does get different...but I can be there in a minute...a little less raw...lasts a little less time...but hurts. A candle will be lit for Scott...love and hugs...Karen
RememberKala
RememberKala

Tight hugs my friend....